This post will be split into 2 parts. One about me and 1 about CampNaNoWriMo.
My past few weeks have sucked. Kiddo-2 (15 yrs old) has decided she can miss curfew and not get punished. HA! Lets just say that I haven't had to clean anything in 2 weeks. She has been doing dishes, sweeping, vacuuming, mopping and dusting. Oh and her boyfriend takes out the trash!
My Kiddo-1 (19yr old) still hasn't figured out his budget so he has food in his house. Every day he walks from the other apartment building asking for something... Last night it was 2 slices of cheese and the use of my microwave to thaw meat because he forgot to take it out of the freezer. Being that I'm on a strict budget myself I have been out of bread and eggs for a week but yet he can't buy them for me. I added it up for this month, I have spent $59.29 on his food. Two days ago he said, "You don't do anything for me, why should I take you to the pharmacy?"
With all this going on, my bipolar seems to be fairly stable. No major rage episodes nor depression. Though the depression has subsided since Kiddo-2 is cleaning. My anxiety has been a little high still. I can't go outside unless I know who is out there or it's late at night so I don't have to deal with a ton of people in the store. I have even spent 3 hours 1 night a week at the neighbors just hanging out. She has 3 kids and watches 2 others. It doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would or as much as it has in the past.
CampNaNoWriMo
Camp starts on April 1st and I am ready. I can't wait to start the next novel that has been plaguing my thoughts and dreams for the last month. I have things all set up with my programs. Aeon Timeline and Scrivener are all ready to go! No I just have to wait until 12:00am April 1st.
Writing is going to keep me grounded and calm over the next month. It's one of the things I love about it, that and I get to tell a story and write about hot, sweaty, sexy, naked men.
